Monday Catch Up ~ In Which I Learn That It is Ok To Be Angry.

Welcome my Loverlies to this Bootiful Moon Day !!!

Oh boy what a weekend !!! Let's just say that emotions were running rather high and hot this weekend, so much so that at one point I scared myself even !!!

I won't tell you details but lets just say that when it comes to my kids I am a bit of a mother tiger, actually if it comes to the safety of any child I know the same tendancy kicks in. So when someone decides to verbally attack someone they don't know, have never met and the prime focus to make such public allegations is to upset someone else and make them react, lets just say it isn't pretty!!!

However in getting so angry I worked my way through it. I also realised that it was ok to be angry you don't however need to take it out on those around you, those around you are there to help calm you and let you rant and get it out of your system to be completely honest. There was lots of ranting, and at the end of it I felt pretty awful cos I had taken it out a bit on others around me, not in a physical way but just by being snippy.

What disturbs me is that there are those so willing to judge others before they know the whole story. They seem to get a kick out of being bitter and nasty and watching others in serious emotional pain. That to me is psychotic!! When you are willing to go to extremes not caring who you hurt or damage in your way, you have completely lost the plot. If you can't see it then you really shouldn't be in charge of anyone ... let alone children.

It does confuse me I must say that people are so ready to judge others as well without asking direct questions to the person themselves. Surely to find out the answers you want you ask the actual person rather than talk about them behind thier back. Filling in your own blanks and coming to the conclusion that 2 + 2 = 11,562 !!!  To me this is a sign of a weak person, someone who doesn't have the kahoonas to bother talking to the actual people involved. A strong person would either tell the weak person to "shut up and what would you know" or go and talk to the person themselves.

There is nothing worse to me than Sheeple, people who will tow the line and not get involved and won't fight the corner for those doing the right thing and are willing to believe anything rather than find out for themselves!!! Society and media has conditioned people into thinking that it's ok to gossip and spread rumours and talk about things behind others back. Even our schools are set up to teach our kids not to ask questions. I was always in trouble for putting my hand up in class to ask questions and was always told the same thing, "don't disrupt the class" ........ O.o ......

Well I don't apologise for not being a Sheeple ... I still Think for myself and do what is right and will quite vocally stand up when something is wrong !!! Thinking is not illegal ... remember that ... and although governments around the world are desperatly trying to make it illegal, standing up for what you believe in to be right when it is blatently obvious something is wrong is not either!!!

When it comes to kids especially those I know, they are then under the umbrella of My Kids, and I protect them and stand up for them and get very angry when they are used as weapons by those who know nothingbut thier own weakness of character. You might not like what is happening around you but children are NOT weapons in anyway shape or form. NO~ONE has the right to use them as such and if you do you are not a person as far as I am concerned because you have no heart, intelligence or strength of your own. In fact I pity the shell of you because that is all you are if you behave in such ways.

On a much happier and lighter note, for the first time in a year our cupboards and freezer are 3/4's full YAY!!!! I am soooo pleased this makes this Pixie much happier and feeling alot safer in our situation. Our spare room only needs pillows and things are looking up every single day !!

Oo ooooo and as grey as it looked out there this morning it is now bootiful and sunny and the birds are chirping and singing ... and I am off to collect primroses with my Bootiful Cousin YAY!!!!!

Have a fabbytastic Moon Day and remember don't be a Sheeple !!!!

xox Love and Light xox 

Ode To The Week ~ In which I survive my first week blogging YAY!!!

WOW!!! Look where we are Freya's Day!!

I MADE IT THROUGH MY FIRST WEEK BLOGGING!!!! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!

I am very exctied about this. I have to say that this Blog has done amazing things for me!!! I wake up in the morning thinking what am I going to do today for my Blog and I really have to think. It has given me a focus which is so very important, and it means that I now have a forum for ALL areas of my life in one place. Considering the way my mind works and with everything I want to achieve this has made complete sense of all of it and helped me to calm my brain somewhat.

I also want to thank everyone for thier support in this project of ramblings of mine. I found the stats bit and have watched the numbers climb and climb everyday and have sat here in amazement. I have seen friends post it on Twitter and Facebook and have been utterly amazed at them doing so. As for the beautiful comments left both on my Facebook page and in my inbox have given me the most tremendous boost. Considering this Blog is only 5 days old now I now have had 223 views in that time and I find that extraordinary and very very humbling. I just want to take this moment to say thankyou to each and every one of you YOU ROCK!!!!! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxooxoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxox

So enough of the mushy stuff here we go with my Ode to the Week :~

Pixie Towers is our home, it is where we live and we love it. It is a 5 room flat 2 bedrooms, a living room, a loverly kitchen (Which is where I have been writing this most of the week) and of course the bathroom. Most of the time our loverly home is a tranquil setting and people come up just to chill out, which I love. However this week it has been turned on it's head with moving the place around a bit. we have moved into the workroom as we have been making space for a couple of extra beds.

I so can't wait to have my own workshop space, I think we are starting to get to the point where we actually need it !!! Mind you for a lazy bum Pixie like me not having to get out of bed to get some work done isn't the worst thing in the world teeheehee. It is awesomes for me cos it means I can work at all hours without feeling bad about it cos I am still in my nest .... technimacally anyways hehehe.

Just so you get a little idea of our workspace/bedroom is like now take a peek at this :~

Oh yesh and this was my treasure trove I found whilst sorting out the room, I went from "I has no fabrics boohoo " To this :~

Yeap that there is all my fabrics that I founded !!!  That haven't got a home yet ... and aren't for already on the go projects and jobs !!!

It's good though cos I have been eyeing it up thinking "hmmm not enough blooo I needs more bloooo" teeheehee :D

So yes it has been all fun and games round here but the job is almost done!!!

We were lucky enough to meet a loverly couple yesterday Jean and Martin who will be playing for us at the Edge of The Moors Faery Festival in July they are loverly loverly peoples and soooo talented, I tell you what you ever want to have the best experience of people in the world start organising events like this cos it truly is an eye opener !!! Amazingly talented people from all over the country and wonderful giving and generous of thier time and effort and everything else, it truly is a wonderful experience for me, and I hope it will be for everyone else as well. If anyone is reading this and wants tickets to the Ball please check out our website we would LOVE to see you at the festival :~

Bloo Pixie Events ~ Edge of The Moors Faery Festival

We have almost sold out of stalls too now and it's just amazing I can't wait to see everyone set up it will AWESOMES!!! Now all I have to do is find a couple of water sprites or mermaids and we is all set !!!

Himself has been utterly awesomes this week as always helping me out in all my crazy plans and supporting each and every one of them. I did tell him that it was jsut as well cos it was in the job description when he signed up teeheehee :D

I have to admit though he does put up with rather alot from me, both with calming my Agoraphobia and putting up with Pixie Tantrums and helping me stand back up when i bend down too far !!!  He truly is awesomes and a real blessing xox

Oh GOOD Grief!!!! all mushy again ugh really !!! I tell you what he truly has turned me into a right Girl!!!

Am very excited also cos Fallen Angel Studios might just be going to ArmadaCon in Plymouth and running workshops ... am very excitementated!!! More about that as and when it happens :D

Well I think that jsut about rounds up the week... I won't know what to do with myself tomorrow since this is a Monday to Friday thing for me... oh yeah get some work done HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! ooooo actually if I do that then maaaybe that will cover my Stitch and Bitch next week .... well me thinkies that is quite the idea ...

Well I'm off til Moon Day

Have  a FAERYTASTIC weekend!!

Do something randomly nice for someone!!

xox Love and Light xox